i’m 17, cyber schooled. which i’m failing cause my parents “force” me to work 6 days out of the week to them “the more hours the better” but never once ask to help me with my school work.
i have 3 piercings, my parents call me “darkness” “the devil” “ugly” “demonic” my brothers been in trouble many times with the law.
but yet they have no trouble comparing me to him.
i dont do drugs, i dont drink. im a virgin.
i sometimes stay over my boyfriends house which automatically
they call me a “whore” more than 5 times. just in today.
when i was 14, my dad was making me take diet pills cause he wasnt happy with my weight. with their smart remarks i was trying to go bulemic at the age of 14. ( i stopped)
today, my mother found out i stayed at my boyfriends.
took my cell phone thats in my name, that i work to pay for.
cut my charger chord that i paid for.
i grabbed my mothers shirt.
and my mother threw me to the ground and started strangling me. outside. and my dad didnt even try to get her off of me.
tell me i owe them money for them “letting” me live here.
but if i say i’ll leave they say theyll call the cops on me.
so i am truly stuck.
i dont want to go into foster care, im perfectly able to live on my own.
ive been dealing with them for over 6 years on trying to get out of my house.
what do i do…
i really feel so stuck in a corner anymore..
i cant deal with it.