Well I saw a bunch of chat conversations in his yahoo and he has been having cyber sex with other women. He did it in the past before with a friend of mine. Oh the feeling of betrayal. But I forgave him. He doesn’t work and he drinks every night. He has issues and everyone knows that. He thinks nothing is wrong with him. I’m staying with my in laws as they wanted me to leave him a long time ago. He can be very violent sometimes and he had hurt me physically in the past but that stopped when I told him I will call the police if he do it again. I feel guilty from leaving him though. Deep in my heart I know I still love him so much. But he treated me so wrong. He wanted me back. He said he will stop drinking and all that. But I don’t know. I don’t trust him. But at the same time, I miss him so much and it’s killing me. He doesn’t have a job and he have to pay rent in 4 days and I feel bad about it. He will be in the street. Please give me advice. I don’t know if I did the right thing. We have a 3 year old daughter and she has been affected with all the drama that her daddy caused but I also know he loves our baby girl but I just can’t take how irresponsible he is. How lazy and mean he can be. I’m so lost right now.